Time and time again...

We all have those days. You know the ones I'm talking about. You don't feel good or have something bothering you from the back of your mind that you can't quite put your finger on. Well, I know exactly what is bothering me today. My laptop. Yep, it's busted. Now I have to find a new one. SOMEONE threw it up against a wall and it shattered into a million pieces. Unfortunately, my service plan doesn't cover anything beyond "normal" wear and tear! If it did, I would have a brand new lappy. Not a busted to pieces one. Since I don't have my trusted laptop, I'm having to use my husbands desktop. I liked my laptop waaayyy better. No wires. No extra appendiges. No separate keyboard. Well, I suppose he will have to buy me another one! Another one of those days kind of things going on is I NEED a job! I quite my ten hour a day job to go to school for a paralegal degree. Now I'm broke, getting divorced, and have no computer. ugh. Not the way I wanted to begin the week. Things are going to look up for me though. I have wonderful parents that will help me through anything, I have an amazing sister-in-law that will let me gripe to her for hours at a time during which she will utter exlamations of joy or anger or even sadness at all the right times. What is a family for anyways right? Their sole purpose is to be there and be on your side when things get rough. Point Blank! I love my family. So, while I go and deal with another one of those days, consider this... As long as you have family, you WILL survive. Or at least a cat, who doesn't mind you yelling and gestulating as long as you give it mushy food! Have a Great "One of Those Days!"

Prince Charming?

Ok, so I was reading these "blog-posts" (for lack of better terminology) and they were all talking about the ever-present but absent at the same time prince charming. Does he exist? Could he really be out there? Well if he is let me tell you i havent found him or anyone remotely similar to him.... I am actually married. I have been for two LONG years. I know that seems like nothing compared to some of you who have been married for ages but for me, it seems like forever. That is probably because i feel like i have aged as much as ten years in the space of two! It is just amazing to me that i am only 22. ha. Anyhoo, like i said, i have been married for two LONG years. We have been through, during that time, more drama bull crap than most couples go through in four or five years. So, needless to say i did NOT marry my ideal prince charming. I understand that the ELUSIVE prince charming is really just a person who makes you feel good about yourself. and in turn you want to make him feel good about himself. thats just the way it goes. well, good luck. I know that noone is perfect. the crazy thing is that even though i most of the time hate him, i dont like what he does, and all that drama, i still care enough about him to stay until he gets himself out of the hole he dug. He says i have a "high tolerance for bullshit".... i believe it! How much more can a person be expected to put up with?? A lot more thats how much. I see how my sister in law is spending her life now, its like we have traded places. she is reliving her twenties and im living in her version of the thirtys. and you thought you have problems. HA! I just have one thing to say... You can get yourself out of any hole you put yourself in.. Just because you probably need a little help along that tough climb out doesnt mean you cant do it. there will always be SOMEONE who will be willing to help you. I have TONS of people to turn to for advice. My pastor, a new church family, my mom and dad, and my sisterinlaw. that last one has been the best friend i have ever had and im grateful everyday that she is around to keep me sane...